I have a deep desire to make my first sentence about WHY I started a blog. But, because that first sentence is outta the way, we'll skip it. Does it even matter?

I just got home from work and took a hot bath (as I like to do every evening) and ate dinner that my 15 year old Ram cooked (mmmm!). I am feeling very overwhelmed today and have been for weeks, or maybe months...is it possibe that it's been years? yes, possible and likely.

I have it in my head that I need to plan and do. Plan and do. Plan and do. But I'm stuck in the planning to plan stage. Oddly, I can't seem to fully grasp any one thought long enough to do anything with it. What good are thoughts if they are only teasing you? Damn thoughts.

things on fire:

~weight loss
~organization at work
~organization at home
~saving money
~building self

I currently have a to do list 3 miles long. Not that its actually a list that I've prepared (i've planned to plan making lists). Tonight I need to work on setting some goals, personally and professionally. What I'd like to do is snuggle with my amazing husband and clear out my head. His snuggles can do that, and it's comfortable to be clear. Alas, I will actually do this brainstorm tonight because I have to and thats always a good reason to get something done. I'm meeting with my boss to discuss tomorrow.

I'll let you know how it goes.